tired. oh so tired.

red cross – 27 jun 2017

So, so tired. I think I might possibly be getting enough sleep at the moment. With Rob gone, things are bit quieter around here, and I seem to be able to sleep a bit more. But not enough to make me feel rested. I really need a bit of downtime. Time when I’m home (or in a hotel somewhere) alone, where I’m not parent in charge. Where I can go offline for two or three hours. Disconnect, and just be. A retreat. A chance to put work and responsibility aside for a couple of hours or maybe even a day or two. So I can breathe deeply, read, rest, and clear my head.

Unfortunately, I don’t see that happening soon. So I push ahead… and fear that soon I will reach my breaking point yet again.