difficult days.

phelix – 13 aug 2015

The condo is organized. The car is clean. The dog is groomed. The family to-do list is created. The schedule is up-to-date. The inbox is at zero.

And yet I still have difficult, dark days. I was sure that once I got this organized that it would be easier. To be honest, it is easier, but it isn’t easy. I still have a day or two each week that feels entirely like a slog through the list of things that need to get done. There’s no thriving. Only doing.

The days where I have a feeling that it should be better than it is, but I don’t know how to get there? Those days are hard to get through. And then I feel guilty for not appreciating all that I have, which just makes it worse.